Lyrics

I let myself down before knowing where the story’d go
It all crumbles now, looking back, oh where did things go wrong?
This little girl stored every moment deep inside
To open her eyes is the only way I will survive

Sorting through her memories I’m seeing flashes come to me

Is it any wonder I’ve been hiding for so long
Is it any wonder I’m unsure how to go on?
I’m just fine I lied a hundred million times
Is it any wonder I see danger in everything

I see rolling eyes every single time I’m closing mine
All of the times disbelief would lead to doubtful sighs
I’d agonise and decide their judgements must be right
Leaving behind what that little girl knew deep inside

Sorting through her memories I’m seeing flashes come to me

Is is any wonder I’ve been hiding for so long
Is it any wonder shame’s the first thing on my tongue
I’m just fine I lied a hundred million times
Is it any wonder I see danger in everything

For so long I held on thinking everyone else
Knew me better than I knew myself
But all those judgements had turned into arrows
And so that little girl turned them on herself

Is it any wonder?
Is it any wonder?
I’m not fine I can’t lie another time
Looking back, it’s no wonder I see danger in everything